You know, I really try to tolerate his moments where he gets lost because I love him. I really do. With everything I have. He’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me but it’s so hard to try and not freak out when he’s being so careless. It means nothing to him and it should. This is his future and he couldn’t be bothered to care. About anything. I don’t even know anymore. He’s carried this on for far too long. It’s getting hard to care anymore.